a life worth living.

these are the people that make my life worth living.

joe and tip <33

the maccas crew<333

frustrated.

your making me feel pretty useless.
you're dealing with something.
keyword being something, because pretty sure i have no clue whats going on with you and your life atm.
im your best friend, this is what we're here for, to help out and listen to your shit.
sure we all have times where we deal with shit on our own, but atleast we know what the other person is dealing with.
thats whats getting me frustrated. you know everything thats been going on with my life and yet all i know is one factor of your life and even that is just bits and pieces. do you know how guilty and useless that makes me feel?
its just so frustrating.


57 days
pretty sure ive lost excitement with the way things are going.

thinking of the day, when you went away.

drove past the tree last night, tried so hard to not break into tears.
saw the new carvings on the tree, all messages of love for you. hope you're having fun up there.
i miss you so so much.
id give anything to just hug you again, to hear your voice, your laugh, your stories of mischief.
those 3 yrs we spent living next door to each other are the only things i have left of you and thats something im never gonna lose.
i still cant believe you're gone. seemed like yesterday you were bugging me about me coming back to perth. well here i am, and you're not. it seems so wrong without you here. the world doesnt seem to glow as much without you.

i miss you, i really do.

2 days later

-WARNING GRAPHIC CONTENT-
if you got a weak stomach this might not be something you'd wanna see.

2 days later.


its not as bad as i depicted it would be, but still.
nastayyyyyyyy!
obviously working in a kitchen im always gonna be up against the knife or heat, so far
Kitchen = 2 Elayne = 0
not like its ever possible to "hurt" the kitchen but you get the point. i think.

burn baby burn.

the pains of cooking tend to take their toll on me.


nice big burn for laney. thats an hour after it happenned; right now its just a black bubble.
mmm BATTLESCARS! gotta love em.