Monday, July 9, 2007

ehhhh ehhhhh kambang lah go sleep bah ehhhh ehhhh

Soooooooo. Nisa was in kk, awesome? i think so too! she was here for 4 days and it was good having her here. SERIOUSLY!!! Nisa, if your reading this you have got to come back soon k? we all miss you already! =(

Piccies:


Nisaaaaaa & Ian


they played the clapping game..

NYAHAHHAHAHA....

Nisaaa & White Boy

???

awwww, wat loving couple

sexy man.. HAHA.. right.

Tim "chatting up" Nisa

he shooots...

HE SCORESSSSSS! =P

tim thinks hes flying while raymond thinks hes a sexy model.

whose up for some live porn?

gay boys.

the gang.

its my drunken husband; Rich

the whiteboy



the angle was bad.. >_<"

me & ian in the car..

MY BABY =P

IAN. GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY CAR YOU BITCH.

Nisaaaa

Timmy being the gay boy he is.

nyahaha?

UP THE NOSE.

hahaha, she soooo stoned.

Poor Nisa, didnt wanna be seen with ian (its pretty obvious why)

BURGER KING OWNS!

Monday, July 2, 2007

tired of crying..

they say crying is the best emotional release. but does it have a limit? are puffy red eyes a sign telling you to stop? i myself am very tired of crying. ive become an emotional wreck within the last 24 hours and i find myself hopeless. ive been listening to delta goodrem to help me cope with the rush of emotions. but ill just end up crying again..

i hope my "emo-ness" doesnt last for too long.. i cant help but feel like an idiot when confessing my sob story to my friends.. but i can only do so much by thanking them for sticking around to listen to me.. =]

so hopefully after this post, im not gonna some emo wreck and decrease the amount of litres of water produced from my eyes..
and for the record.


i still HATE cancer.


Are you swimming upstream in oceans of blue? Do you feel like your sinking? Are you sick of the rain after all you've been through? Well I know what you're thinking When you can't take it You can make it Sometime soon I know you'll see 'cause when your in you're darkest hour And all of the light just fades away When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray Well hang on and be strong Where taking each step one day at a time You can't loose your spirit Let live and let live forget and forgive It's all how you see it And just remember keep it together Don't you know you're never alone 'cause when you're in your darkest hour And all of the light just fades away When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray Well hang on, and be strong No you're not defeated And soon you'll be smiling once again Then you won't have to feel it Let it go with the wind Time passes us by And know that you're allowed to cry..



as tiara posted on her xanga.. there will always be moments in life that'll be worth going through the pain,moments worth living for.
oh a big shoutout to tiara, emily & nisa thank you guys.
tiara especially. i know you yourself got probs of your own. im always here to listen to yours too.. but from my heart. thanks. =] it means alot.

incurable heartaches

Cancer is a disease characterized by a population of cells that grow and divide without respect to normal limits, invade and destroy adjacent tissues, and may spread to distant anatomic sites through a process called metastasis. These malignant properties of cancers differentiate them from benign tumors, which are self-limited in their growth and do not invade or metastasize (although some benign tumor types are capable of becoming malignant). Cancer may affect people at all ages, but risk for the more common varieties tends to increase with age. Cancer causes about 13% of all deaths.

Thats wikipedias explanation of cancer.. my response?

I HATE CANCER

Today i just found out, my aunt has been diagnosed with advanced breast cancer, because of the stage its in, there is no cure. My family has a long history of cancer, and i hate it. its all fucking genetic. fuck i could have cancer and im really anxious to go for testing.

anyways; i cried today watching the princess diana concert. specially during the song "I'll Be Missing You" - P. Diddy. it reminded me of the ones i already have lost to cancer... specially my uncle. he meant the world to me. it hurts knowing that he is no longer here, it really does.

I MISS YOU UNCLE GHANI.
I miss everyone whose moved on...

this song is for all of you~

seems like yesterday we used to rock the show I laced the track, you locked the flow So far from hangin on the block for dough Notorious, they got to know that Life aint always what it seem to be (uh-uh) Words cant express what you mean to me Even though youre gone, we still a team Through your family, Ill fulfill your dream (thats right) In the future, cant wait to see If you open up the gates for me Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh) Try to black it out, but it plays again When its real, feelings hard to conceal Cant imagine all the pain I feel Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath) I know you still living your life, after death



Every step I take, every move I make Every single day, every time I pray Ill be missing you Thinkin of the day, when you went away What a life to take, what a bond to break Ill be missing you



Its kinda hard with you not around (yeah) Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh) Watchin us while we pray for you Every day we pray for you Til the day we meet again In my heart is where Ill keep you friend Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed Strength I need to believe My thoughts big I just cant define (cant define) Wish I could turn back the hands of time Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks You and me taking flicks Makin hits, stages they receive you onI still cant believe youre gone (cant believe youre gone) Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath) I know you still living youre life, after death.



Sunday, July 1, 2007

Seri Insan Bazaar

So we had our school bazaar yesterday... the number of people that came was good. but was dissapointing when not many people from Maktab Nasional came... besides that, the performances were really good, well done to the band!!! ill post the videos up soon... andd wellll, in conclusion. turned out to be a pretty awesome day.. even though after the bazaar we didnt get to watch transformers cause it was sold out til late... still had fun with everyone...ended up in tiaras house and that was my day.




we had a elephant ride..

chloe on the elephant..it was a really cute elephant.

le band! a bit blury

bryan

yazid and joshrin

timmy

sharmane and sharon

Jeremiah..yes he is armed and those bullets really hurt. i got shot a no. of times.

adam & joshrin

me and gordon..

me and sharmane

chang sisters

me and shirleyyy

adam and joshrin

in the car on the way to cp..

aizad and tim

in the lift =P






us @ burger king.


me on the floor in tiaras laughing at god knows what.


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