dont wanna try no more

dont wanna try
dont wanna try, i bout just had enough
its been a rough road

insignificant

to know you may never mean something to someone does linger in your thoughts, you question yourself, "am i good enough?" "what will it take for them to appreciate me?" to think your insignificant is one thing, but to FEEL insignificant is another. but wheter the bat swings both ways; they both do result in pain.

some people will never know how much they mean to you, or meant to you. its hurtful when you love appreciate and love someone more than they will ever for you and when they dont understand that what they do, has such a strong impact on you...to have them mean the world to you, and to them your just another friend it certainly makes you question where you stand wheter you are of actual importance to them or not.

-end-

new generation barbies

Ryan

Sharpay

Gabriella

HAHAHAHAHAHA HSM2! the new generation barbies

strong enough

So in love with this song...
"Strong Enough" - Ryan Tedder

You don't have to say goodbye I'm strong enough to take the blame I see it coming in your eyes I know your feeling just the same You've painted me a portrait of A picture perfect kind of love The furtures looking up to me You've changed all my reality And I've tried to be as strong as I could possibly have been for you I've waited for so long for this day When I'd have a love to say Oh, I'm strong enough to know when I'm feeling love And you don't have to show me what it's all about I'm strong enough to put away the foolish pride I'm understanding now what you feel inside I'm strong enough to hurt when I'm feeling pain The kind where you don't get up away And I know what your thinking of And I'm strong enough to love The time is left just standng here It's time enough to face our fears The world is such a funny place Amazing how we're face to face Ihad a dream that you and I Will drive into a setting sky Well you dont even turn around My voice is fully full of sound And I've tried to be as strong as I could possibly have been for you I've waited for so long for this day When I'd have a love to say Oh, I'm strong enough to know when I'm feeling love And you don't have to show me what it's all about I'm strong enough to put away the foolish pride I'm understanding now what you feel inside I'm strong enough to hurt when I'm feeling pain The kind where you don't get up away And I know what your thinking of And I'm strong enough to love I know thats it's hard to love sometimes It's no surprise that you couldn't find Anyone to fill that hole in your heart You don't wanna be torn apart Oh, I'm strong enough to know when I'm feeling love And you don't have to show me what it's all about I'm strong enough to put away the foolish pride I'm understanding now what you feel inside I'm strong enough to hurt when I'm feeling pain The kind where you don't get up away And I know what your thinking of And I'm strong enough to feel the dream of Well I'm strong enough to love...

Happy Holidays

First off,

i wanna wish everyone a Merry Christmas, i hope your day was as wonderful as it should be!
anyways today is boxing day, and soon enough it will be new years eve. Its amazing how fast this year has gone by! but nevertheless a great year it was, theres not much to say really but rest assured i will be back when i do have more to say! =)

Take care everybody and Merry Christmas once more.

lyrical lies

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
The weight of things that remain unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday..

i thought id be prepared. but then you told me something and made me realize. im far from being ready.

ive lost my grip

help me.

im choking on life

*sigh*

Graduation Theme Song

Graduating Class Of 2007
John Mayer
"No Such Thing"

"Welcome to the real world", she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat Take your life Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding Up my sleeve

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie that got to rise above

So the good boys and girls take the so called right track
Faded white hats grabbing credits and maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can't find the answers
And all of our parents they're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories tiny tragedies

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you got to rise above

I am invincible
I am invincible
I am invincible
As long as I'm alive

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above

I just can't wait 'til my 10 year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for