mentalist.

education or experience?
study or work?

decisions suck; especially when you want both things without an ultimatum.

no superhero can save the day

and i doubt that i will ever find out if theres a way to get out of feeling all alone

cause lately ive been thinking that maybe no ones gonna save me.

useless

you've made me feel like a useless piece of crap for the last week because of that one message. yeah i brushed it off saying nobody fucking asked you to do it, but looking into it,that fucking hurt, to know that you spent "freaking rm120 messaging you" oh my bad. sorry for being so fucking far away.

i dont want an apology.
i dont want an explanation.
just take what i have to say in and let it go, thought you should knwo how i felt becuase this is not and i repeat not gonna ruin my fucking weekend.

well louise's attendance already has; but thats inevitable.

thank you.

this is most probably the best birthday present ever.

felt good to catch up and reminisce, it really did.

your always bringing a smile to my face.
your timing is amazing.

thank you.

i miss you beyond words can describe.

communication barriers

its getting pretty tiring and lonely of having to try to talk to youse.
the fact i love you guys so much is probably the reason why i havent given up.
but you have no idea how much i miss you,
and our schedules never coincicde and it makes talking to you so hard.
communicating has never sucked so much.

so many things i havent told you all yet,
things that i may never get around to telling you. not at this rate anyways,

<333

=)