the big black hole

ive managed to become the person i never imagined id become.
ive managed to lose my self in an attempt to try something new; but there really isnt an excuse for the person ive become. the choices ive made have resulted in me being the the current poistion; once again depressed and lonely and taking it out on the world which happens to include the people i love.

i dont know what to do anymore. i may not know now but i will eventually and well we'll see how that goes. in the mean time life goes on as does the rest of the world. so forgive me for ranting.

yeahhh boi

i got fucked up.

homies fo' life.

ive got the best boys in the world.
i love them all to bits.
homies fo' life.

Whenever you want me, I'll be there
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I got your back whenever you need me.

rewind.

scratch that last post.
lifes a bitch.
and all i wanna do is get away.

sushiiiiii

life is so fucking awesome.
never have i felt so happy as of to where things are.
its amazing.
it is.

been waiting

drama is constantly following you.
i dont know how long imma be able to stand it.
i try and my efforts seem to mean nothing to you. so why should i bother anymore?
if i say something its not gonna go through to you. so afraid if i do things will never be the same, i gotta work it out, times really running out, don't know what to do but i know i gotta say it now,i don't wanna lose a friend but why should i pretend.

dont pretend.

It hasnt even been a week into the new year and im already frustrated with how things are going. And to think that 201O is going to be different.