Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Happy Holidays


First off,


i wanna wish everyone a Merry Christmas, i hope your day was as wonderful as it should be!
anyways today is boxing day, and soon enough it will be new years eve. Its amazing how fast this year has gone by! but nevertheless a great year it was, theres not much to say really but rest assured i will be back when i do have more to say! =)
Take care everybody and Merry Christmas once more.

Friday, October 26, 2007

lyrical lies

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that
The weight of things that remain unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday..


i thought id be prepared. but then you told me something and made me realize. im far from being ready.
ive lost my grip
help me.
im choking on life

*sigh*


Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Graduation Theme Song

Graduating Class Of 2007
John Mayer
"No Such Thing"
"Welcome to the real world", she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat Take your life Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding Up my sleeve
They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side
I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie that got to rise above
So the good boys and girls take the so called right track
Faded white hats grabbing credits and maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can't find the answers
And all of our parents they're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories tiny tragedies

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side
I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you got to rise above
I am invincible
I am invincible
I am invincible
As long as I'm alive

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above

I just can't wait 'til my 10 year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for


Friday, August 31, 2007

EMC




That's the dictionary's definition of a best friend. My defintion? Emily Mary Chin, that's right. This stupid gay dumbfuck, is my defintion of a best friend.


(trip cute)

Yup thats her. We havent known each other for very long, but we click and i guess thats what brought us close. Dont under estimate her; so shes only 14 [15 on october 29th, better wish her a happy birthday!!!] but shes a pretty amazing kid, shes smart, funny, good listener, amusing, intellectual, optimistic, kind, caring, shes always there for me when i need her, she knows jsut what to say to make you feel better, and to me i couldnt have asked for a better best friend. We talk 24/7 and suprisingly we're not sick of each other yet. [if you didnt know we go to different schools] shes the gayest shit i know, but i find amusement in her gay-ness. Even though this yr will be my last yr in kk, i want her to know that no matter where i am im always gonna be there for her and that distance isnt going to be an issue in our friendship.

In conclusion, EMC is thee coolest kid i know. mess with her, and ill just watch your sorry little ass get whooped! like so;



Oh and you're still coming to live with me in Aus stupid shit, to wrap up this entry imma paste the lyrics of a song..


So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your jobs a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,or even your year but.

.I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you' Cuz you're there for me too...

You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast So far... things are goin' great
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
Oh but she didn't tell you when the world has brought you down to your knees that...

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you' Cuz you're there for me too...


No one could ever know me No one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows What it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with Even at my worst I'm best with you, yeah

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,or even your year..


I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you' Cuz you're there for me too...

I LOVE YOU, STUPID SHIT!
~HOMIES FOR LIFE~




ps: dont get used to the show of love for you. its only a one time thing asshole!

Saturday, August 25, 2007

this is a suitable valedictory

the dictionary defines high school as
high school
–noun
a school attended after elementary school or junior high school and usually consisting of grades 9 or 10 through 12.

but do you really think that a dictionary would be able to give people the true meaning of high school? would it be possible for a dictionary to show us the hardships and fufillments of what high school is? Throughout the years, we learn things that cant be found within the textbooks. I guess to really understand the meaning of highschool you're just gonna have to go through it yourself. Highschool is a journey to discovering who you really are, it unveils the person you are inside by throwing you curveballs.

Whats the first thing that comes to your mind when i say high school
ray says:
friends
::}{Chloe}{:: Baptized and Delivered [The River] says:
lockers, and classes...

fay : ( : it isnt fair, he was a good person says:
highschool musical!
JubJub says:
BITCHES
JubJub says:
america

Ian says:
friends

dusk and summer says:
um fun?
dusk and summer says:
excluding the work of course

sofie~ says:
musical

Kohinoor~~ says:
hope
Kohinoor~~ says:
its a scary place
Kohinoor~~ says:
so unsecure

alvin says:
pmr!spm!

T¡aЯa says:
friends

[tristan & sara] says:
high school is a big part of life, we learn our mistakes there, we meet our loves but most importantly an experience, mind blowing adventure and full of crappy drama as well but it makes us who we are now

nadz says:
i think of those american, australian skols..
nadz says:
lockers in the corriders
nadz says:
kids in coloured clothes

Shanna says:
gossip
Shanna says:
bitches
Shanna says:
sex


And to me? highschool means; Memories, regardless of the shit we're all going/gone through. This is one of lifes experiences; one we cant take for granted but yet so many of us do. Highschool is a place where we can go to learn and to socialize with friends and release ourselves during adolescence, create memories that will last a lifetime, do incredibly stupid acts out of pure bordem and look back at it to laugh and reminisce.

Yeah sure i know you're thinking "oh but theres college/university". But when you're enrolled in those institutes do you believe we'll be able to laugh our asses off cause the teacher has a kick me sign stuck to his blazer or pass notes about the cute transfer student from italy? Its the little things like this is that makes highschool, highschool, without the drama and the stereotypes highschool would be pretty dull... And like everything else, it will come to an end.


Graduation is defined as
1.an act of graduating; the state of being graduated.
2.the ceremony of conferring degrees or diplomas, as at a college or school.
3.arrangement in degrees, levels, or ranks.




i remember back in twothousandfour; we would always talk about the future and how graduation seemed light years away, come the yr twothousandseven graduation is within hands reach. Its frightening to know how fast time has past. I stand here today reflecting back on those endless days of immaturity and acts of stupidity, as anyone else would. i miss them So, there is approximately 68 days til graduation and yes i admit. im scared as hell!
Reason: leaving highschool means you cant hide yourself behind those highschool walls anymore, a step further towards adulthood and most of all Reponsibilities. I remember when i was about 7 i was the most anxious little shit and kept wishing that id grow up already. 10 yrs later and here i am today, wishing i had the abilities of Peter Pan to stay young forever and never have to grow up. Growing up is never easy. You hold on to things that were. You wonder what's to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been, and look ahead to what would be. Other days. New days. Days to come. The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves... for growing up

We'd like to say its over We'd like just to forget All of the words we've never saidAnd all the actions we regret We'd like to send the message To each and every friendAnd thank them all for their support Wouldn't have made it without them We feel the time is coming And we're trying to pretendLike we're prepared, we're not prepared But if it's destined we are in Now listen very closely And try not to be scared Because were in this thing together And together we won't failI cant describe to you quite everything Just know that we are here for anything Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean thatYou have have there for every step of the way and I'm So happy to have found someone like you Cause without you I dont know what I would do When times are hard, when things go bad Regardless, I am here When your whole world is crumbling I promise to stay near We bring a balance into each other's lives We seek a challenge and hope not to collide I cant describe to you quite everything Just know that we are here for anything Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean that You have have there for every step of the way and Im So happy to have found someone like you Cause without you I dont know what I would do Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean that Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean that Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life Now looking back I can't regret the things I've done Just realize how happy you've made me become Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean that You have haven there for every step of the way and ImSo happy to have found someone like youCause without you I dont know what I would do Dear friend! Thanks for the best years of my life, I mean that You have haven there for every step of the way and Im So happy to have found someone like you Cause without you I dont know what I would do..



Thursday, August 23, 2007

for emily



AHAHAHAHHAHA, in yo face emily.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

pictures can speak a 1000 words






WOOOOOOOO!! I DIDNT GET CHOSEN FOR NATIONAL SERVICE!!
IN YO FACCCCCCCCCCCCCCE MOFO'S!