tired of crying..

they say crying is the best emotional release. but does it have a limit? are puffy red eyes a sign telling you to stop? i myself am very tired of crying. ive become an emotional wreck within the last 24 hours and i find myself hopeless. ive been listening to delta goodrem to help me cope with the rush of emotions. but ill just end up crying again..

i hope my "emo-ness" doesnt last for too long.. i cant help but feel like an idiot when confessing my sob story to my friends.. but i can only do so much by thanking them for sticking around to listen to me.. =]

so hopefully after this post, im not gonna some emo wreck and decrease the amount of litres of water produced from my eyes..
and for the record.


i still HATE cancer.

Are you swimming upstream in oceans of blue? Do you feel like your sinking? Are you sick of the rain after all you've been through? Well I know what you're thinking When you can't take it You can make it Sometime soon I know you'll see 'cause when your in you're darkest hour And all of the light just fades away When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray Well hang on and be strong Where taking each step one day at a time You can't loose your spirit Let live and let live forget and forgive It's all how you see it And just remember keep it together Don't you know you're never alone 'cause when you're in your darkest hour And all of the light just fades away When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray Well hang on, and be strong No you're not defeated And soon you'll be smiling once again Then you won't have to feel it Let it go with the wind Time passes us by And know that you're allowed to cry..

as tiara posted on her xanga.. there will always be moments in life that'll be worth going through the pain,moments worth living for.

oh a big shoutout to tiara, emily & nisa thank you guys.
tiara especially. i know you yourself got probs of your own. im always here to listen to yours too.. but from my heart. thanks. =] it means alot.