how do you let go of someone that you've grown to love and care for?
why do you refuse to believe that changes in life are actually possible?

even though changes are possible, i refuse to believe that there are changes in you, but why is it so hard for me to bite on this reality? because in reality, you never bothered to change. even though you hurt me numerous times i let it go because you were lost and alone. i kept taking hits for you, i did what i thought was best for you. i never had put myself first in situations you needed me. but since you left, ive discovered the brighther side of living life. ive relived a life without you, without drama and in all honesty, its been the greatest ive felt since we met. is that considered harsh?
perhaps. but i speak the truth.

i was someone who lived for others, now im living for myself. and it feels good.
this is something ive gotta do.
ive gotta let you go.