Sunday, June 24, 2007

foolishly in love..

You're still captivating even though it's been so long You used to love me tell me baby what went wrong' Cause now you march to the beat of a different song Try to understand that we needed space But everywhere I turn I see your faceI've been waiting for you to come home' Cause I don't want to be aloneI still love you Why did you take away your love When did you think to just give up How am I supposed to carry on now Without you You are my light I have changed boy since I last saw you When you left you don't know what you put me through But my heart's still racing just being next to you I can't escape the magic in your eyes Is there a way to make you realize There's no one more special to my heart But you want us to be apart I still love you Why did you take away your love, baby When did you think to just give up, yea How am I supposed to carry on now Without you You were my world You meant everything to me You're the air I breathe The song I sing You were my king, I was your queen But if we can try to work it We'll show the world what love is about Baby come on cause I can't take no more Of this loneliness And emptiness...




why me? why did i have to be so foolish to fall for you...?




Saturday, June 23, 2007

rainmaker

I wonder what it's like to be the rainmaker I wonder what it's like to know that I make the rain I'd store it in boxes with little yellow tags on everyone And you can come see them when I'm... done, when I'm done I wonder what it's like to be a super hero I wonder where I'd go if I could fly around downtown From some other planet, I get this funky high on yellow sun Boy I bet my friends will all be... stunned, they're stunned Straight up, what did you hope to learn about here If I were someone else, would this all fall apart Strange, where were you, when we started this gig, I wish the real world, would just stop hassling me I wonder what it's like to be the head honcho I wonder what I'd do if they all did just what I saidI'd shout out an order, I think we're out of this man getme some Boy don't make me wanna change my... tone, my tone Please don't change, please don't break The only thing that seems to work at all is you Please don't change, at all from me To you, and you to me






Wednesday, June 20, 2007

decisions decisions..

at what age do you believe is suitable to make YOUR own decisions.. this decision concerning the fate of your future so to speak. at what age would you think was suitable?

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

ones incompetence

so today was a good day, til a "friend" called me ugly.
yes thats right, that f*cker called me ugly. and all i have to say to him is i think your a motherf*cking bitch who should look in the mirror before you dare to insult another person, oh but wait thats right your so ugly all the mirrors you've looked in all broke! WHOOPS! i myself is pretty sick and so f*cking tired of your shit.

yeah okay you came to our school this yr, impressing all of us with your skills on a guitar. but after getting to know you, you my "friend" are a total dickwad. and i wish you would just get the f*cking picture that no-one likes you anymore, you self proclaim to be a "guitar god" and you tell me bullshit stories that are supposed to get me to feel sorry for your f*cked up ass.

"oh elayne i have a mental problem, i cant control it. i have to take special pills"
"i have split personalities"
"i cant control wat my brain does sometimes.. ill go physco for 5 minutes and be normal the next"
"im depressed, but i have no reason to be"
"why cant i ever get a f*cking gf?! am i that bad of a guy?!"
etc.etc

F*CKING HELL WOULD YOU JUST SHUT THE F*CK UP.
I DON'T GIVE A F*CK ANYMORE.

You wonder why you cant get a gf, you will fall in love with every f*cking hot chick you see and proclaim "im in love" hell, you dont even know the meaning of the word.. rephrase, you dont even know the true meaning of the word. Since you started at seri insan, you have "fallen" for about 8 or 9 different girls based on their looks, which is simply pathetic. And also?! the way you approach them is gonna f*cking scare them away... eg. "i see us growing old together, watching the sunset on our porch over looking the beach" OKAY! DUDE. SLOW THE F*CK DOWN. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THEIR FAVE COLOUR! AND YOU SAY YOU SEE A FUTURE WITH THEM?! OH PUHLEASEEE!

GAH THERES SO MANY FLAWS OF YOURS I COULD POINT OUT.
BUT IM GOING TO BED.
SO FOR NOW..
F*CK YOU BITCH! HOPE YOU PASS OUT AND KENA ROGOL TO THE MAX!

Saturday, June 9, 2007

promises for the unperfect

"We Are"
Do you have your picture done?You painted well but not so rightAnd we're the ones who ruined it for you (And I'm sorry)And now it's only stuck in your mind, in your mindWe are, we are, the promisesWe are, we are, words againWe are everything you've heard about a no showWe are, we are, the ones you talk about nowNow it's time to let this goI know it's sad but you'll feel new nowAnd we're the ones who ruined it for you (And I'm sorry)You've been living your life in a stereotype (stereotype)We are, we are, the promisesWe are, we are, words againWe are everything you've heard about a no showWe are, we are, the ones you talk about nowAnd you tried so hard to fight the feelings you dwell onWhen all you should do is talk to yourself, talk to yourselfWe are, we are, the promisesWe are, we are, words againWe are everything you've heard about a no showWe are, we are, the ones you talk about now(The ones you talk about) Now

Monday, June 4, 2007

brooooneigh?

SO.............i went to brunei, what can i say?

THE mall..

told you... hahaha

SHE GOT SPRINKLES FUCKING HELL.. i didnt.

monopoly? apparently i suck @ this.. screw you sera







IM RICH! hahah, sera went broke at one point.. nyahaha
oh oh! no she didnt!

she had to pay coz she landed on my lot! nyahahha stupid shit

so we went to mcdonalds after...SERA I THINK UR SISTER'S COOLER! i like her.

eat much?

gahhhhhhhhh

..........?



i like to be stupid.



A HOLDEN COMMODORE 2006 V8! woooooooo.. aussie pride bebeh!


imma have one sooon! you'll see! =P




POSERRRRRRRRRRRRRR! =P i love you!


amirah looks good. i look crappy... im like doing the nigga "look up my nose bitch!" look thing. so yeah

amirah's history notes..I TRIED TO HELP YOU. but no...."imma be a vagen" or or "ill show my sasha" "wheres my sasha"
but seriously, if there was ever a fashion exam in school. i reckon amirah would pass.. like *snaps fingers* mind you i'd ace the music exam =P

complete the following song.

1) twinkle twinkle _________ star, how i _________ what you are

nyahahahahha... how lame? i know!

anyways twas a good trip... TIMING sucks big time.. gah~ didnt get to see hui yen and some others. =( *sniff sniff. nvm, ill be back in august for a cousins wedding. but not sure wheter ill have time to chill.. but if not then, i be chilling with chu's in december! yes? and imma be driving yo'! wooooo...

we gonna get a room @ empire and we be chillin like homies yo`! nyahahha.. ok gotta stop it with the gangstuh shits.. anywaysssssssss... thats it?
i think so`