end of the road.

i cant take it any longer, thought that we were stronger.
all we do is linger slipping thru my fingers
i dont wanna try now, all thats left is goodbye to find a way that i can tell you.

gotta be realistic.

so i figured this holiday would be awesome, you know? hanging out with old friends, catching up and what not. but i gotta say its been beyond dissapointing. makes me wonder, why i bothered coming back. sure i was hyped up before, but now its just meh. im sure everyone else is having a ball, but for me its just not happening.
im sick of having those run in's with people you know and they ask for your number and ask to stay in contact or say we should hang out soon, its all bullshit. im sick of always getting fed bullshit, dont fucking ask or say anything if your not gonna bother. and im definately getting fucking tired of putting effort into asking for a hangout, fuck this shit. why should i be the one to call all of youse? fuck off. surely if they wanted to hang out they'd put the slightest effort into finding me youd think.

the countdown for kl begins = 13 days.

miss you both.