end of the road.

i cant take it any longer, thought that we were stronger.
all we do is linger slipping thru my fingers
i dont wanna try now, all thats left is goodbye to find a way that i can tell you.

gotta be realistic.

so i figured this holiday would be awesome, you know? hanging out with old friends, catching up and what not. but i gotta say its been beyond dissapointing. makes me wonder, why i bothered coming back. sure i was hyped up before, but now its just meh. im sure everyone else is having a ball, but for me its just not happening.
im sick of having those run in's with people you know and they ask for your number and ask to stay in contact or say we should hang out soon, its all bullshit. im sick of always getting fed bullshit, dont fucking ask or say anything if your not gonna bother. and im definately getting fucking tired of putting effort into asking for a hangout, fuck this shit. why should i be the one to call all of youse? fuck off. surely if they wanted to hang out they'd put the slightest effort into finding me youd think.

the countdown for kl begins = 13 days.

miss you both.

am sick and tired of having to put up with this shit.
sick and tired of always having to answer to you.
im 18 FUCKING years old, i do not need to call you and tell you where i am.
i do not need YOU to call me and see where i am.
i should be able to fucking enjoy the time when im out, and not be pesterd by you, i get enough of that when im home.

im anxiously anticipating the day im on my own and able to enjoy my life.
cause right now, ya'll just making it miserable.

*and you, i know what you're thinking when you read this and i dont give a shit if im being selfish.

SO FUCKING SICK OF IT ALL.

wish a truck would come and put me outta my fucking misery.

a life worth living.

these are the people that make my life worth living.

joe and tip <33

the maccas crew<333

frustrated.

your making me feel pretty useless.
you're dealing with something.
keyword being something, because pretty sure i have no clue whats going on with you and your life atm.
im your best friend, this is what we're here for, to help out and listen to your shit.
sure we all have times where we deal with shit on our own, but atleast we know what the other person is dealing with.
thats whats getting me frustrated. you know everything thats been going on with my life and yet all i know is one factor of your life and even that is just bits and pieces. do you know how guilty and useless that makes me feel?
its just so frustrating.


57 days
pretty sure ive lost excitement with the way things are going.

thinking of the day, when you went away.

drove past the tree last night, tried so hard to not break into tears.
saw the new carvings on the tree, all messages of love for you. hope you're having fun up there.
i miss you so so much.
id give anything to just hug you again, to hear your voice, your laugh, your stories of mischief.
those 3 yrs we spent living next door to each other are the only things i have left of you and thats something im never gonna lose.
i still cant believe you're gone. seemed like yesterday you were bugging me about me coming back to perth. well here i am, and you're not. it seems so wrong without you here. the world doesnt seem to glow as much without you.

i miss you, i really do.

2 days later

-WARNING GRAPHIC CONTENT-
if you got a weak stomach this might not be something you'd wanna see.

2 days later.


its not as bad as i depicted it would be, but still.
nastayyyyyyyy!
obviously working in a kitchen im always gonna be up against the knife or heat, so far
Kitchen = 2 Elayne = 0
not like its ever possible to "hurt" the kitchen but you get the point. i think.

burn baby burn.

the pains of cooking tend to take their toll on me.


nice big burn for laney. thats an hour after it happenned; right now its just a black bubble.
mmm BATTLESCARS! gotta love em.

bye bye bye

will no longer be updating due to personal reasons.
not sure wheter ill be back but lets see how it goes.
peace!

finally!

finally!
you realized my efforts of being "nice" were fake!
and when i imed you you didnt reply!
WELL FUCKING DONE!
took you fucking long enough didnt it?

im sucha bitch but like i give a shit`

zara nicholls is a tool

sooooo, had work 9-5 today.

on the way home bought myself new converse shoes. they look fucking awesome! but then i remembered i was spose to buy the new nike hi's that jsut came out the other day! FINALLY got the tickets for a miss rihanna and a mister chris brown. Section GA2 = standing!!! (near the stage) the wonders of a credit card and a presale!



oh! genis is home <333333333333333333333333!>

doubt imma see her anytime soon though; so fucking busy.. good friend i am!

ps: im jk about the title! yazo loves ya za za! we homies!

suraj hua maddam

1. The person who last tag you is: Adopt Emily the elephant.
2. Your relationship with him/her is: im the lady shes the tramp.
3. Your ten impressions of him/her: BLUE FLORAL BATHING SUIT accounts for all my impressions.
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: is there one? i dunno. im old i cant remember.
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: she usually just laughs at me hysterically.. that pretty much says it all.. other shit is between us hoes. so dont be hating coz im dope!
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: throw some pie at her stupified face =) and punch her for all the times she did those :):):) faces at me!
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: A CRACK WHORE!
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?: That im pretty fucking awesome, and that im like quote scott "a life size teddy bear"
13. The characters you love of yourself are: My super powers.
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate about yourself are: that im not gangstuh enough to be in the care bears crew! racist bastards!
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: a "candy" dealer, get them kids hooked on that shit! HAHAHAHA. i kid. umm probably a decent person who doesnt cause chaos?
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: ya'll are crack whores! hehehe, nah i love you guys like emily loves food! and thats fucking alot ok?

Tag: Snoop Dogg
George Lopez
Emily, DO IT AGAIN. stupid betchface, tagged 2x me lasttime.
Timmy Tim
Klaudia!
Bella?
i duno anyone who reads this...

leave me alone!

i had 4 miss calls from you even before i woke up.

i had 8 miss calls from you after work.

i have 3 miss calls from you now.

and rejected another 3.

cant you take a hint?!

just cause i gave you my number does not mean you have to call me all the fucking time!

leave me alone man!

who knew a guy could be this annoying!

P.I.S.S. O.F.F

awesomeness!

guess who im going to see in concert?!

THATS RIGHT PEOPLE.
LANEY AND FRIENDS ARE GOING TO SEE CHRIS BROWN AND RIHANNA LIVE!!!

mood = pissed off.

first off; my phone is fucked up and i cant msg!!!
apologies to skye and zara, its just one night til i get a new one.
secondly, getting fucking sick and fucking tired of these bunch of stereotyping cunts. if i could id fucking stab all of you're skinny close minded fucked up asses...
getting fucking sick of seeing people have these "no fat chicks" "i fear fat people" blah blah.
getting pretty fucking tired of your petyness.
WHATS THE FUCKING DIFFERENCE IF THEIR A LITTLE OVERWEIGHT?!
honestly, come on fucking tell me!! you fucked up bitches, so their a little more cuddy then your anorexic asses but why stereotype every fat person? why fear them?!
THEY'RE THE FUCKING SAME AS YOU.
THEY'RE FUCKING HUMAN.
argh. so fucking pissed off with all these little stereotyping cunts who dislike/fear fat people.
i wish i could fucking stab you all and trust me, id take pleasure in it.

cant stress how sick and fucking angry i am with all these dumb cunts.
open your fucking minds.
stop being sucha shallow cunts and judging people just cause of the way they look.

FUCK YOU ALL.

GO FUCKING DIE .

mood = apathetic

people are telling me to talk to you.
but why do i always have to be the one to talk to you?
why do i always have to be the one to take action?
why do i always have to be the one to reach down to find out the problem?
why!?
getting pretty tired of history fucking repeating its fuckingself.
screw history and its hatred towards me.

changes.

guess you dont really know how much things have changed till someone points it out to ya.

and here i thought things were the same, guess i was wrong. very wrong.

i dont know how to do this.
how to make this work.

i try.

but i guess its not taking affect

sms.

msn.

calls.

maybe,

just maybe.

this wasnt meant to be, no matter how much we want it to be..

i know when i go back, things will be diff defo.

things i cant change eventhough i wish i could.

as jennifer love hewitt once sang.
how do i deal with you?
how do i deal with me?
when i dont even know myself
or what it is you want from me.

where do i go from here?

this is me being a shitty friend.

enjoy.

worthwhile

getting pretty sick of trying to maintain a friendship
when the other person couldnt give a fucking rats ass.
if you dont wanna talk to me, than just fucking say so you dumb cunt.
no drama.
but i guess you're just another pathetic cunt like the rest of em.
fuck you.

dead poetic.

It's a deep, red wound.
Enough to stare.
It's a beautiful rose and everyone's aware
You squeeze it tight enough to bleed.
But suicide is something we'd rather not mention here.
In our beautiful world of saving face.
So Vanity's got this new gun that she wants to try on you.

And as we stand here waiting for the sound.
Get me out of this hell before I'm sucked in.

But you're the beautiful one.

And everyone is painted on, singing scripted songs

And your seizure-like finger is dead on the trigger.

And then, it's all blown away.

With you or us all.

And they had you in their targets.

They're smiling with you in their targets.

So Vanity's got this new gun that she wants to try on you.

And as we stand here waiting for the sound..

So Vanity's got this new gun that she wants to try on you.

And no one says a word from there on out.

But I knew she was beautiful, you're the ones with the flaws.

Oh I knew she was beautiful she should of had this all.

You're killing your heroes, you're killing them one by one.

But I knew she was beautiful, something here's got to die.

look at what i can do!

stir fried squid

my buddies, scott and zara

the plating up process

ben and scott

presentation is the key.

deep fried fish in a breadcrumb coating

the blokes

2nd group plating up process again.

deep fried fish with beer batter, (fish and chips batter)

almost there

chris's final product!

my final product!

and to end it all, we get to eat it of course!! my mate, sheng. but we call him sheng sheng.
love ya chigga!

the absolute sex.

New Obsession; Trace Cyrus.

yes thats right miley cyrus's older half brother and one of the lead singers of metro station.

he is the absolute sex

id root him any day of the week.

so i started a fight.

so i commented on a BSB video saying their dance moves suck and obviously i was going to get to some responses. but these responses are so pathetic, honestly. they're so cut by the fact someone actually decided to speak the truth and now they think im a "hater" and im on a path to depression due to my sad taste in music. this is so funny but pathetic at the same time. they're putting they're heart into these arguments.

laney24 (5 days ago) Show Hide
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god they're dance moves suck.
rbdcutie21 (4 days ago) Show Hide
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u suck!!
mogz92 (4 days ago) Show Hide
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their dance moves dont suck!your talking out your arse!love this song love them lol
laney24 (3 days ago) Show Hide
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and you're seeing outta your ass.someone obviously doesnt know whats good or whats bad. they're moves suck. nsync was so much better.
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fuck u mate i obviously aint talkin out my arse.Nsync are shit they totally tried copied bsb and did a shit job of it!so dont even bring that shit up!if u dont like this y are you even leavin a comment

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hey don't insult just cuz u don't like them. the fact that they can sing and dance , AND HAVE SO MANY FANS OUT THERE, you have no right to insult unless u can be better than them yaw.
rbdcutie21 (3 days ago) Show Hide
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if ur gonna compare than don't even watch ur always gonna loseBSB are always gonna win because their so much better than anyone (Sorry)
laney24 (2 days ago) Show Hide
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hahaha, wat an absent minded comment.. i could compare them to a 2 yr old kid dancing and the kid would look better. and hey dont be hating, just cause im expressing my opinion..we are allowed to btw, i see no law banning expressing opinions. my final thought is, they suck. =)
rbdcutie21 (2 days ago) Show Hide
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i didn't say u couldn't express ur opinion and please don't bash on the boys, how old r u 5??????
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ummmm, if i was 5 i wouldnt know bsb existed and secondly what 5 yr old is able to surf youtube and comment with decent english and grammar? oh get over it already. dont bash on the boys? you speak as if you know them personally and as if my comments are gonna drive them to depression. pfsht.
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ok sweetie i'm not worried about them, i'm worried about ur horrible taste and ur path to depression for being a hater
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WTF would you worry about MY taste, pretty sure my taste is better then yours, seeing as you enjoy lil boys dancing around and singing POP songs. newsflash, pop is dead.
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wtf is ur problem??!!! dont hate on bsb bitch
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oh please don't talk about taste when urs clearly is horrible and newsflash, POP is so not dead, do u ever listen to the radio?? why don't u just give up and admit i'm right, ppl agree with me so obiously i'm the one in the right here

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errrr you retard someone cant read. i asked you a question..this is fucking amusing aye, you getting all worked up.
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so ur admitting i was right, u said POP was dead but now ur saying all of those r pop, wo which one is it Hater?????/
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1 Nick
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naww boo hooo. you hurted my feelings. *cuts wrists* pfsht!hahaha, dude whats will all the french!? pathetic much?
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fuck off u pussy lickin bitch
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itz just aj
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yeah i listen to the radio but are panic at the disco, sam sparro, the veronicas, chris brown, metro station etc etc are all pop are they? dunno wat radio station you listen to.
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pretty sure im allowed to hate on whoever i want...so piss off.

is it always gonna be like this?

tired of feeling like this.
tired of loneliness.
tired of finding comfort in my tears.
times a bitch and its killing my heart.

said maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me.

wheres a superhero when you need saving?

emo cunt

so im a little emo cunt.
tough luck, thats the package.
if NONE of you like it, then you all can honestly save yourself the bitching drama and just fuck off.

nothing amazings happened in my life within the past 6 months, so dont fucking expect me to be in happy lala land.

let me be an emo cunt.
ill deal with things my own way and in my own fucking time.

ps: sarah my emo buddy, im running outta celery..

summer anthem 08'

summer anthem of 08'

Metro Station - Shake It.
dont be hating us cause we dope.

so my genis is in canadialand, and i miss her. Found this video from the stampede breakfest so yeah, seemed appropiate in some sense.

keeping it gangstah.

laney went clubbing and saw hot men dance on stage! AND THEY STRIP!

ice skating

no they're not having sex, they stacked it. translation (they fell on the ice)


brig hates ice skating and CANT ice skate so this is her attempt with genis's lil sis megan as a guide.




group photo! minus me and genis


laney's famous faceeee-ah

genis, stefan & jess

brig emma and my eye.

Check it, says its Cockburn Ice Arena... hehehe Cockburn. as tiara would say im a pervert but im just stating the obvious, but its pronounced Coburn.





wasnt even ready but yeah.

GEL! (Genis, Emma & Laney)