lets get these teen hearts beating faster

Twilight the current #1 New York Times Bestselling Series (30 weeks and counting) and with over 5.5 million copies sold, Twilight is the cultural phenomenon with a dedicated fanbase.

Book Cover

Movie Poster

TWILIGHT is an action-packed, modern-day love story between a vampire and a human. Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) has always been a little bit different, never caring about fitting in with the trendy girls at her Phoenix high school. When her mother remarries and sends Bella to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she doesn’t expect much of anything to change. Then she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson), a boy unlike any she’s ever met. Intelligent and witty, he sees straight into her soul. Soon, Bella and Edward are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance. Edward can run faster than a mountain lion, he can stop a moving car with his bare hands — and he hasn’t aged since 1918. Like all vampires, he’s immortal. But he doesn’t have fangs, and he doesn’t drink human blood; Edward and his family are unique among vampires in their lifestyle choice. To Edward, Bella is that thing he has waited 90 years for — a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. But what will Edward and Bella do when James (Cam Gigandet), Laurent (Edi Gathegi) and Victoria (Rachelle Lefevre), the Cullens’ mortal vampire enemies, come to town, looking for her? (so i stole the synopsis from the movie website)

The Cullens & Bella Swan.

Anyways; am currently re-reading the books and i must admit im anxiously awaiting the movie's release (12.12.08) so i can see their love story come to life (its freaking sweet okay?) heres the trailer for a sneak peek!

its tearin up my heart

I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!
I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!

I HONESTLY CANT EXPRESS THIS ENOUGH.
never hated anyone before, but theres a first to everything.

i fucking hate you.
fucking wanka.

screw the title. it was the nsync song i was listening to when i did this.

Tagged by youngin' : Klaudia Athmat Kilidon

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below and add in your personal question make it a total of 20 questions , then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

1. if you could be and ice-cream flavour which one would you be?
coconut, (i love that shit man)
2. if you had a choice between him or skandar, who would you choose?
none, cause i have no idea wtf you're talking about.
3. what do you think of your brother(s)/sister(s)?
their old.... seriously they are. but i love them oh so very much. =)
4. where is the place you want to go most?
thats easy. America, NYC, LA, THE OC BITCH!!! wanna go see all them marissa coopers and seth cohens. =P
5. if you can have one dream come true what would it be?
dunno..probably to live in a nice house and marry someone like channing tatum? =P
6. do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
how can you not, its right there! =P losers.
7.what are you afraid to lose the most now?
my mom.
8. if you win $1million dollars, what would you do?
invest in a highly developed research team to find a cure for cancer.
9. if you meet someone you love would you confess to him/her?
FUCK NO. ID HUMP THEM RIGHT THERE. oh yeah.
10. list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
friendly, amusing, very pretty.
11. which type of person do you hate the most?
you!
12. whats your ambition?
to make emily realize shes a man.
13.what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
toilet paper.
15. are you a shopaholic?
yeah i went shopping yesterday.
16. have you had any friends betray you before?
YES. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. stupid bitches. *does stabbing action*
17. why does it hurt when you punch someone?
cause your knuckles arent flat, when you punch your knuckles gotta be flat when you punch.. (my brother taught me this, trust him to know)
18. is there anything you've done that you regret?
yeah but its happened. not much you can do to change it.
19. are you hurt because of the person you like?
no.
20. do you think these questions are random?
yeah. pretty much.

i doubt these ppl CBF doing it but nah well. i'll just tag em.
tagged:
1. emily
2. genis
3. tim
4. sarah
5. anyone who reads this.

materialistic desires

now that im earning some cash, im pretty sure i can splurge on the things ive always wanted!
i was planning on buying the n95 tommorow, but then i went onto the nokia website and fell in love with the n96; so now ive decided ill wait til its release in malaysia, and by then i will have enough cash to buy it (being a newly realeased phone its probs around rm3000+)
anyways; here are some pics of the things i wanna splurge on!


the N96 its so lovelyyy!

N95, not as nice compared to the N96.


Chuck Taylor Black Leather - Low Cut (i saw it the other day on the way to work. its looooooks soooo soo good!)

Chuck Taylor Sci Fi - Low Cut

Chuck Taylor Bathroom Wall - Low Cut

Supre- Fur Hoodie

Supre - Glitter Skull Hoodie

Supre - Around The World Hoodie

this is sucha shirt for emily... too bad people know its not true.

thy shant hide thy feelings.

i have no intention of sugar coating my utter dislike for you.

so just if you didnt understand the sentence above.

i dont like you.

and to think we used to be pretty good friends, ha.

but now i could go on listing out all your flaws and what i dislike about you.

strange how things can change like that *snaps fingers*

thats life eh?

shit happens.

everything was just a waste of time.

the 2 losers.

Genis -- [16Days!] says:
i cannot find my wallet
Lyrical Lies says:
call it
Lyrical Lies says:
i mean...
Genis -- [16Days!] says:
the last time i remember having it was this morning
Genis -- [16Days!] says:
LOSER
Genis -- [16Days!] says:
LOSER
Lyrical Lies says:
HAHAHAH
Genis -- [16Days!] says:
LOSER
Lyrical Lies says:
Genis -- [16Days!] says:
:P
Lyrical Lies says:
SHUT UP
Lyrical Lies says:
YEAH GO ON
Lyrical Lies says:
CALL IT
Lyrical Lies says:
:P
Lyrical Lies says:
umm
Lyrical Lies says:
retrace your steps ya granny.
Genis -- [16Days!] says:
hahah
Genis -- [16Days!] says:
i have

our conversations are very much full of one anothers loserness.

ily my geniiii bum =)

tired.

im tired of life.
tired of the tears.
tired of the emotions.

im just tired of everything.

piece of shit says its tuesday.

ITS A FUCKING WEDNESDAY!

fucked up clock.

R.I.P. Sheldon Thompson

Sheldon Thompson; you were a great mate and a unforgettable one too i will never forget those times we shared, terrorising the neighbourhood, knock and runs, water balloon fights,riding to the shops on our bikes or scooters, you blasting eminem's latest album really loudly then going out to dance onto the balcony, you sucked at it but like you gave a shit, i will always remember the times we played basketball at tjhungs house and how you'd chuck a tantrum if the opposing team won. ill always remember the way you tried to skate, the way you'd yell at the little kids and scare them. ill always remember your obsession with ali g and ill always remember the way you fought with your brother Geordan. but most of all, i will always remember YOU.

you were a good friend and always kept me entertained, i'll always remeber you. i hope you've found your place in heaven with your Dad. im sorry we havent met up since i got back, ill see you up there soon mate! My condolonsences to Mrs Thompson & Geordan. My thoughts are with you during this tragic event.

Rest In Peace: Sheldon Thompson.

new obsession.

yeah i have a new obsession and its Miley Cyrus/Hannah Montana.

call me childish, but i found this one song by her One In A Million. I LOVEEE IT.

and also ive been watching some of her episodes shes actually really quite funny, so im rather obsessed with it now.

AND IM GOING TO HER CONCERT WITH GENIS!!!! we're so awesome!

lesbots.

i paid for some rapage.









some kick ass tropical tasting cocktail...twas a starter before we headed to the pub.

messedddd up

sucha full on day at work today but only one customer has managed to make my day.

he was cute, and he saw how stressed out i was and he was kind enough to try and make me feel better.

the little things always matter.

laney wants a hug.

ps: im getting tired of making an ass outta myself by saying meaningful things to people and get them ignored. maybe i shouldnt say them anymore.

quater pounder with extra cheese and no pickle.

so i called emily the other night and in all honesty, i have missed talking to her sooooo much. i dunno how ive managed to come this far; (must be the boys), and ive come to realize that i need her to keep me grounded; shes the stone that stops this balloon from floating away. HAHAHA. *sigh* how i miss her.




=)
oh and here are some pics of me in my uniform; they're long overdue!



i havent cleaned my bathroom mirror in awhile as you can tell.


i cut my finger so macca's gave me their band aid of approval!


i can work it bizatches.

chicken soup

im sick and im working the front counter on monday! justttttt great
"hi welcomed to mcdonaldsd, cand id taked yourd orderd" cause you know when you have the flu when you add a d on the end of everyword, oh and how about the fact that i have a nose full of snot! how great is that, urghhh. i want to get better! god how i wish they had that chinese shop thingy they have in lintas. you know the one where they serve herbal drinks and shit? emily knows what im talking about.

ps: wth are you emily! i neeeeed to talk to you.

gah!

a past issue was brought back up for topic talk, and well words couldnt even express just how mad i felt because you had betrayed my trust and only tonight do i found out exactly what you said and with that, i think your a manipulative fuckhead but you know what, its not my loss. and it never will be. so you can screw yourself because i am so utterly sick of it all.

lifes not at its best right now, but i do knows its better off without you in it.

unworthy

you said yourself im not worthy of being your daughter.

so here i am. not being your daughter.

im tired of your shit, you blame me for everythings thats gone wrong when actually you're the one at fault.

so screw you.

im over this.

i see aligators

so i was reading a friend's blog and she tags anyone who reads it.
usually i really cbf to do them, but im pretty bored right now so i say why not!

1. At what age do you wish to marry? ummm, mid 20's hopefully?
2.What is your most favourite thing to do? photography andddd sit in my room and play guitar oh and driveeeeeeee!
3.If you have a close close friend since childhood who loves to take away whatever you like, including guys and girls, and he/she always win, will you consider him/her your friend? id bitchslap who ever it is all the way back to china even if they aint from china. they going back to china.
4. what makes you happy when u're in one of the mood? ummm probably, music. i love my music.
5. If you have 1 dream come true, what would it be? no idea hey,
6. Do you believe you can survive without money? well in todays world money is everything. so no.
7. What are you afraid to lose? my wallet. AGAIN. umm besides that, probably my family and friends. thats a pretty scary thing.
8. If you win $1million, what would you do? buy myself a nice house cause houses are fucking expensive here... then donate the remainders.
9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess? i would have probably met the person i love many times and still not confess... so no.
10. List out 3 good points of the person to tagged you.. chubby's friend, sooo shes gotta be a good person if shes chubby's friend.
11.Are you in confidence moods always? when i leave my apartment yeah.. but when i see a really pretty girl, it goes down a lil... talk about intimidation!
12. What do you hate the most? ummm randoms i dont know adding me on facebook then adding my friends.
13. What is the thing that you will think that he/she bad? wtf are you talking about.
14. what do you think is the most important thing in your life? MY PHONE!!! ahhaha jk. its gotta be my family. no matter what shit we go through they're still always gonna be my family. and their the most important things in my life... oh and alsooo my friends.
15.What's the song you listening now? Unforgettable - Dean Geyer & Caitlin Stasey (its been on repeat for ageeeeeees. im in love with this song hey)
16.If you have a chance, which part of character will you chance? ummmm nothing. coz i love myself the way i am, and if no one likes it then fuck off.
17.Who is the person tat can share problem with? emilyyyy! genis, tiara, tim, sarah m anddd my brothers.
18.How do you see yourself next 10 years time? working and living the good life.
19. If you were to have God's power,what u will do? errrmmmm, make people do the chicken dance.
20. Do you love someone thats hurt you alot..Do you miss him ? how do you know its a him you sexist bitch!!! ahhahaha, umm no one at this point in time.

People i tag : anyone with the letter I in their name.

the day we killed crazy horse

yes, we all know facebook. its the latest online social network to take the world by storm.
I remember the day my brother asked me to get it, and i was hesitant cause i knew the purpose of it and it seemed like Friendster, Myspace or anyother online social network. Facebook became an addiction, upon asking my friends to get it, we were uplate messing around with all these awesome applications that other facebook users had created to make facebook like no other social network.

But since converting to facebook from all other social networks, randoms on our other social networks have found out that we are no longer active on Friendster or Myspace and it brings them to join facebook so just they can add a number of us to show of to their friends just how cool they are. Lately, its been getting irritating, i dont appreciate randoms adding me and going into my friends list and adding all my friends, wheter they are from kk or australia. It pisses me off, becuase they dont make the effort to drop us a line, or introduce who they are but instead they leave us the task to us, we are the ones asking the mutual friends shared between us, just who exactly they are.

I DO NOT LIKE RANDOMS ADDING ME IF THEY DO NOT KNOW ME.

so rack off you wankers, and go make some of your own friends instead of scabbing on me and my friends.

unforgettable

this song was peformed on this aussie soap i watch called neighbours. and i fell in love with it. here ya go.

You were always there. Why did they take you away? I was never scared In your arms i felt invincible Wanted you to see, the world beneath my feet I wish that you could stay I would tell you; you’re unbelievable And i want you to know You’re who i wanna be And I’ll sing with everything I have inside of me You’re always in my heart There’s no letting go You gotta know
You’re unforgettable (you’re unforgettable) I just need to hear you speak Hold onto my hand
There’s nothing in between us I know you’re thinking of me You’ll be there when i reach And i want you to know You’re who i wanna be And I’ll sing with everything I have inside of me
You’re always in my heart There’s no letting go You gotta know You’re unforgettable And i want you to know You’re who i wanna be And I’ll sing with everything I have inside of me You’re always in my heart There’s no letting go You gotta know You’re unforgettable (you’re unforgettable you're unforgettable)

transistion.

i was surfing emily's oh so awesome blog, looked through her links to discover that alot of people have made a transition from xanga to blogspot, in which i came to a conclusion that xanga is no longer "in". When i abandoned my xanga, the reason behind the abandonment was becaue xanga just didnt fufil my blogging expectations, i wanted my blog to be accepted at a more mature level rather than just a teenage fad.

But in all honesty, growing up in australia i never knew about the blogging world nor did i ever knew they existed, but when i moved back to malaysia in form 2 i was brought into a world that revovled around blogging, i befriended people that would record their everyday doings in a some what of public online diary that was published for the world to see. Pictures taken would be posted onto the website and in detail explain the event. Being new to this i had no idea wtf the purpose of it was; but out of curiosity i decided to give it a go.. After i had settled into Seri Insan i found out that some of my friends in higher forms also blogged, and they didnt use xanga, which came as a suprise to me because i thought it was the "in" thing and of course this started the curiosity into other blogging

I remember my first xanga's url was soulraiser666. HAHAHAAHAHAH. stfu i know what ya'll thinking but give me a break will ya? i was only 14, through out the years i had a ritual to shut down my xanga at the end of every yr and start a new one the next, this continued on til about form 5, and thats when i converted to blogspot, and til this day it still is one of the best blogging providers to me anyways.

Anyways; moving on was surfing youtube today and i found my brothers best friend and his band's music vid. Jason Bird was his name and he had won australia's 2001 Popstars, the band was called Scandal'Us and i loveeeeeeeeeeeed them. so here it is.