Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Monday, February 8, 2010

the big black hole

ive managed to become the person i never imagined id become.
ive managed to lose my self in an attempt to try something new; but there really isnt an excuse for the person ive become. the choices ive made have resulted in me being the the current poistion; once again depressed and lonely and taking it out on the world which happens to include the people i love.

i dont know what to do anymore. i may not know now but i will eventually and well we'll see how that goes. in the mean time life goes on as does the rest of the world. so forgive me for ranting.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010