urban dictionary

so my mate, sheng showed me this website which is pretty random. he asked me to look up the meaning of a word and he had a wholeeeeeeeeee story to go with it, so yeah anyways in the process of exploring this website decided to see what the urban dictionary makes of my friends names.. so i started off with fay; then i did emily. to which the search ended because i ended up in laughing fits at the meanings.

new love.

so its summer down here in good australia and its tennis season, since i got back its been tennis games broadcasted all across the tv sets and i cant help but watch, specially with players such as the william sisters, sharapova, dementieva, djokovic, fedderer, roddick and my one and ultimate favourite atm: Jo Wilfried Tsonga ( i have a sudden attraction for him, i think its cause his hair is shorter)

now, its probably the weather and the fact that ive been watching alota tennis that made me get out there and hit a couple balls around, i have to admit tennis is pretty awesome, cant really remember why i stopped playing in the first place; anyways for this year me and louise have made a list of what we wanna do this year and with that said sports was one of them, so we have been heading down to rec centres and playing sports and all our mates are getting in on it, its some awesome fun.

*droool*

ive been tagged.

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on? - cheap kedai runcit candy.
2. What is your most favourite thing to do? - listen to music and lose myself in thought or jump around and make a dick outta myself.. either one.
3. What kind of news do you read? - hate whatever comes out in the west australian or sunday times, so i prefer just watching the news.. CNN or BBC etc.
4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow? - i would do the most incredibly stupidest things ever.
5. Is there someone in your heart right now?- yeah but why would i wanna share it on my blog?
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?- Fuck no.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most? -
8. What do you feel like doing right now?- the tour de france.
9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?- Yes definitely.
10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.- honesty, humor, consideration, understanding, optimism.
11. What are the requirements that you do not wish for from your other half?- them to be some hooker on the streets.
12. What do you think is your purpose in life?- to be the fat ass i was born to be.
13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?- ngehhhh
14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?- doughnuts or double beef and cheese burgers.
15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?- Happyyyy.
16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change
17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?- this stupid shit back in kk anddddd my brother...
18. What is the one thing you love about yourself- my looks. AHHAHAHAHAH. i kid, ummm, my ability to make people laugh.
19. What is bothering you right now?- my indecisiveness to choose what song i wanna listen to next.
20. What is the first characteristic in a person that you look for when you meet for the first time? - ummm..sexual attraction.. AHHAHAHAH. no.. i dunno. fuck.
this is a tagged is full of weird questions. =P


anyways i dunno wheter anyone still bothers to read my blog.
so i will just tage whoever reads this, excluding alex and emily coz they done it already. =P

the great pretender.

im sick of always pretending like im fine.
im sick of always pretending like it doesnt bother me.
im sick of always pretending like it doesnt matter.

im not fine.
it does bother me.
and it fucking matters!

euphoria

its about 4am atm just got home from this club in sunway Euphoria by MOS (ministry of sound) and like i have to admit, MOS is just not my scene, i mean its awesome shit to listen to when you just wanna chill out or something but when your at this club and its blasting so freaking loud that you cant even hear yourself think, it just doesnt work for me anyways. i love how Euphoria has hot men everywhere; but the music and the dancefloor not so much.

i swear 60% of the people in there do not know how to dance, there were like shufflers, c-walkers, girls just humping air. it was HORRIBLE. i know not everyone has mad dancing skills like chris brown or ciara but still prevent us the eyesore. its entertaining as hell to watch; but after awhile you're just thinking "wtf are they doing?!" there was this one guy standing at the stairs of the dance floor, it seemed like he was riding a horse, kept jumping up and down and his hands are as if he slapping a horse.. why would you dance like that to MOS?! pretty sure, emily could dance better than any of those people just now.

anyways; my last day in malaysia today. how im going to miss it. just as im getting used to having everyone around, getting used to the lifestyle, getting used to them shitty drivers! im leaving it all behind for another year. time currently 4:17am, and im heading to bed.

oh nine.

a week into the new year, and i decide to update.
so i came, i saw and i conquered kk, was a pretty short trip; but what can i do i gots to work. so ive noticed alota people making a big deal out of this resolution thing. i myself have actually never done one, cause im the type to just go with the flow of life. but i mean, its a new year and theres always a first to everything; so here it goes, my first attempt at doing a resolution.

1. LOSE SOME GOD DAMN WEIGHT. (oh so very much needed of myself)
2. SAVE MONEY
3. stop being sucha emo cunt.


so come to think of it, i can only come up with 3. sure theres some others but they dont come to mind just yet. but these are the top 3 things imma focus on this year, hopefully ill actually work towards it. so 2008 was a good year, cant say it was a great one; hopefully 2009 will be slightly better, just wanna give a shoutout to those who have made the last year bearable; no names mentioned ya'll should know who you are.

so the kk trip was aigt, couldve been better but what can ya do? =) just as im getting used to having emily around (as much of a shit she is) im jetting off home in about 4 days; so thats a downer. it felt good to be home even if it was shortlived, the food, the atmosphere, the people, the simple life that everyone leads; no strings attached. i love it and i miss it. its one thing that i love about malaysia. currently in kl; spend some quality time with my brother even if it the trips just a week long; its the time spent together that counts. yeah not sure where all this stuff im saying is coming from; im just as surprised as you guys reading it are to find that i have alot to say..i guess my babblings gotta come to an end sooner or later.

hope 09' is ready for us fuckheads. <333