im getting sick of missing you, because from what i can tell you probably dont feel the same or how would i know? you rarely tell me. only ever when you epiphanys or someshit do i realize what role i have in your life.
it drives me insane, to always be so emo about not having you around, or not being able to talk to you as much, specially lately cause i know whats going on with you...but you know what maybe i shouldnt be so emo about someone who doesnt seem to really care to make the effort that much anymore, yeah you've moved on with your life and like i did with mine. but there are still times when i still fucking need you. even if its just to talk for a bit wheter its about me or you. but when i tend to call i get no answer and i get tired of trying. i really do.
somebody asked me the other night who is my best friend in the whole wide world? and you know what i said? i said you. because i honestly think you are; but soon after saying that i told that person that i know i wouldnt be yours.
my semesters started, works becoming alot to handle; so i guess these distractions are just coming in the nick of time.
i have so much to tell you, i honestly do. but when will i get to?
im not even sure wheter you will read this, but hey thats the way it goes nowadays.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Monday, February 2, 2009
the devil wears prada.
distance has finally taken its toll on me.
its time to get rid of this emotional baggage.
im over it.
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