fed up

no matter what words of reassurance you have to say to me
i KNOW that what i do will never be good enough for you.

so from now on. this is me not caring and not trying.
its done.

wish list

only shoutouts today;

a happy birthday to courtney! my beautiful smart dumb blonde. you're 18, you're legal but it wouldnt have made a difference you were acting legal since 16.

andd also, happy birthday danielle! hope you have an awesome 17th!

laney misses and loves you both!

stereotyping racial slurs

today in the news in NSW a community seeking permission from the council to build a islamic school in the suburbs were turned down and during the report of this story, they interveiwed members of the public and i must say im sick and tired of people stereotyping muslims as extremists and terrorists. i myself am not a strict muslim but regardless of that, its still offending to be seen as a danger to the public, to be seen as a terrorist or a sadistic killer.

im also sick of these extremists muslims always proclaiming what they are doing is for allah, ALLAH NEVER FUCKING ASKED YOU TO KILL ANYONE WHO DONT BELIEVE IN HIM, ALLAH DIDNT ASK YOU TO USE HIS NAME BEING REASON TO KILL. ALLAH WILL NOT PRAISE YOU FOR YOUR DOINGS OF HARM.

these people are religious, they read the koran, they pray.. they SHOULD know that in the koran, that allah never wished for any of these things to be carried out; Preachers of this age and day have taken the koran and twisted every word within the koran to tailor their own beliefs causing muslims in different countries to have a different outlook on their religion..

she had the world.

you sent me a song on my last night in kk and at this moment its the closet thing i have of you with me here, you've told me to listen to it and think of you, ive listened to it and its reached a point where i cry listening to it because thats just how much i miss you. words truly cant describe just how much i miss you. i had gotten so used to having you in my daily life that i couldnt imagine my day without you in it, but since moving back to perth. im reminded everday just how lonely it gets without you, and trust me when i say. you're not the only one thats depressed.

as my bestfriend, you will never have to go at anything alone and know that im always here for you no matter in the world i am. you dont have to say whats on your mind cause I know where youve been give it up and leave it all behind and then let me begin come on over here let me show how things should be I will make it alright let me make it clear you can put your trust in me yes,I will be there when you need someone you just turn around and i, will be there when youre feeling low,let me know and i, will be there. You know you are never alone and there will always be someone you can talk it even if its not me..

Emily, you are my BEST friend.. in all sense of the word you are literally thee best. no one has taken the time to get to know me like you did and i love you for that. Life's never been the same since i met you that fateful blue floral one piece swimsuit day and that itself is somewhat of a blessing... in some strange twisted way.

to you i return this song.

It's looking like a limb torn off
Or altogether just taken apart
We're reeling through an endless fall
We are the ever-living ghost of what once was

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

And anything to make you smile
It is my better side of you to admire
But they should never take so long
Just to be over then back to another one

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone,They could have warned you
When things start splitting at the seams and now
The whole thing's tumbling down
Things start splitting at the seams and now
If things start splitting at the seams and now,
It's tumbling down Hard.

Anything to make you smile
You are the ever-living ghost of what once was
I never want to hear you say
That you'd be better off
Or you liked it that way

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone They should have warned you
When things start splitting at the seams and now
The whole thing's tumbling down
Things start splitting at the seams and now
If things start splitting at the seams and now,It's tumbling down hard

cheer up emo kid.
i love you.

best things in life are free

up late

im up late doing some college prep and may i say its driving me insane.

dream catch me

There's a place I go
When I'm alone
Do anything I want

Be anyone I wanna be
But it is us I see
And I cannot believe I'm fallin
That's where I'm goin
Where are you goin
Hold it close won't let this go

Dream catch me, yea
Dream catch me when I fall
Or else I won't come back at all

=] heh