throw a punch at frustration

i somehow wish i could punch you.
i dislike you to a certain extent, your pathetic ways and child like mind isnt that greata attraction within you, although you may think it is. i ask you to take a good look at the mirror and compare yourself amongst any other man you're age and see who they've become and then theres you, someone who is still clinging onto the thread that binds you to the memories of yesterday which i might say happened a long time ago and i honestly think its time you get over it.

lifes full of changes good ones and bad ones its your choice wheter you choose to accept change or not i understand that it may take people awhile to readjust to certain changes but i think its been long enough.

to you my friend: GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELF.
reality is behind on giving peoples wake up calls, but i hope when your name appears next on the list. it hurts like a fucking bitch.

strange is my middle name.

i grew up in 2 different societies, both of which i do enjoy, but coming back to Perth after 3 months back home has certainly made me re think of my interests; im someone who can drink, but i dont necessarily enjoy it, i can go clubbing but i don't enjoy it. i cop heaps of shit for being sucha granny when it comes to these things, but ive been clubbing since i was 14. its the same shit just different days and im over it.

my friends/colleagues are just the opposite, hence they look at me with disapproving looks when i turn down a drink or a chance to go out. id honestly rather spend a chilled night out or even just at home watching tv/movies. but unfortunately society only lets you do that here if you're a married 45 yr old, nevertheless i have to admit, im just not that into clubbing/drinking call me weird/strange whatever the dictionary may let you, but that's just me.

id rather spend my money on things i do enjoy.

just a reminder

just a reminder to pretty much everyone out there in the world.
we lead our own lives and we live a life for our-self. why do i say this? because i see that when people seek for advice some of us take it too literal and tend to let the advice control what we do or how we see people or how we act.

let me remind you, a friend can only ever do so much for you and when they give you advice it is up to you what you intend on doing with you bearing in mind they've taken the time to sit down and listen and talk to you about certain issues, we reflect on whats been given and decide from then on there what we wanna do with it but then there are those people who let the advice/talk control them. i should know, i know a number of people who seem to have their friends run their lives for them instead of living a life of their own. so to those people i say..

WAKE THE FUCK UP AND BEGIN TO LIVE FOR YOURSELF

i don't know what you would call those type of people, some would say "bitches" etc. i want people to realize that you are the captain of the ship that you sail through life and that no one else can say otherwise to make you feel powerless in your own life.